Looking Forward...

I've been doing a lot of soul-searching this past week trying to figure out what I am doing with my life. As much as I would like to stay here, I have been seriously thinking about moving to the Denver area. There are more job opportunities and better paying ones at that. I dont know though. I'm not too keen on the idea of living in a big city. I really like the small town life. I just wish I could make more money here. I recently quit my part-time job, as the hours were starting to get to me and I was cranky and tired ALL the time. So now I am on the hunt for another part-time gig since I can only afford to not have one for about a month. I've also been seriously considering getting a room mate. My biggest reserve about that though is that I don't think I could have a complete stranger living in my house with me. all of the stuff in there is mine, and I have worked hard for it all. I don't want things to come up missing or broken, etc. My life is completely up in the air and I hate that feeling. I just wish things could turn out right for me for once.