Monday, October 22, 2007
WTF....continued
I had a chat with myself last night in regards to the whole situation with Todd. I told myself that I need to forget about him and move on with my life. See what else is out there, etc. At 3am I was awakened by my cell phone ringing that I had a text message (4 actually) All were from Todd. He said that he was sorry. That he was running away from me, when I wanted to help. That he was still in love with me and that he still wanted to be with me. I called him later and we had a nice chat. He said that he had let some petty things get to him and they got inside his head, and that he needed time to think about thinks and see if he could "get me out of his head" or something along those lines. He found that last night, he couldn't do it. So now I am totally confused as to what I should do. On the one hand, I do love him. He was great to me and I know that he wasn't just dicking me around. I believe him when he says that there wasn't anyone else. But on the other hand I feel like if I let him back in I am just setting myself up for this to happen all over again. I know that ultimately only I can make this decision, but any advice would be much appreciated. I'll keep ya'll updated......
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